im leaving

[the catman]

well im not. sort of.???

the thing is iv now got a pretty crap rep.
you can call me a coward if you want. The \"well im not\" bit is because im still going to be on the site but not actually typing or making new posts. I may come back, but in a bit. ALSO, you may have noticed Im saying that im winning the slayer sword. thats on hold but if I win ill come on here to gloat.

theres also a few things I should tell you, not exuces but facts that might explain my aragont ignorant, stupid behavior.

1-im 12
this shows that im not at a high level in grammer, and I dont know things like \"necrophilia and corprophilia\".it also might explain why im all hotheaded unforgiving bastard who ruined your day.

2-iv got anger managment problams.
this isnt certain as in official, but I think it is. the example is that one day, I wreched up my room, stamped on my figeues, destroyed my cds and dvds. my mum said that if I carry on like that I might go to a mental institute (sounds fun). im not trying to be all mean to any of you who DO have anger problems but it might show why I get so defensive and stuff.

im also writing this so you can say \"bye\" (if you want) iv already said that iv got a bad rep, but I know some of you dont mind me.
so this is to say bye, and to comment on anything you want, if its about my painting, my ambition, my anger thing, say bye and kill me for being a f------ bastard (a 12 year old shouldnt swear should he, he shouldnt have such a low self esteem either).

the catman

see you soon MUHAHAHAHAHA

 

[Zora]

Well, what you do is your choice. It\'s entirely up to you how you go forward in life.

This either shows a level of maturity in recognizing your own issues/flaws/etc., or an immature attitude of \"screw you, I\'m going home.\"

I\'m hoping it\'s the first.

Good luck in whatever endeavors you choose, and I hope to see you back here when you\'re ready.

Either way, you\'ll be missed. lol

 

[No Such Agency]

Originally posted by the catman
ALSO, you may have noticed Im saying that im winning the slayer sword. thats on hold but if I win ill come on here to gloat.

totally permissible, but you must post pics of any sword-winning model, so that we may also enjoy it lol

 

[Dragon Forge Design]

12 is a rough age.. but when you get your life in order your always welcome back.

Find out where the anger is coming from and deal with it or it will cause you problems in the future.

 

[the catman]

I get angry with my family------>that cant be good.

the catman

 

[sg2009]

my mate has an anger problem and he started playing the drum kit to learn how to control his anger and hes a pretty good drummer now


c ya soon catman


sam

 

[AinuLainour]

Later, catman.

 

[lizcam]

I understand the feeling of unease when you post here. This site in gerenal asks that people prove a person\'s claims and improves on a person\'s standards. But I think you would benefit from being here. That being said, at 12 I can see how this site can be pretty intense at an intense time of life. Good luck and don\'t write us off completely. Come back when you\'ve grown a bit and the hormones have leveled out.

 

[wiccanpony]

I for one shall miss you...... please return soon and rattle some more chains around here :beer:

 

[lono]

So I\'m pretty positive this is a joke account now. The only question is whose? Nah, I\'m not fussed actually.

 

[hubbabubba]

Well, I still don\'t know what the story is with age limits around here, but 12 is probably too young to be filling your head with the rubbish that gets written around here, (I mean that in the nicest possible way folkslol)
So whatever, Catman real or figment, don\'t go breaking any more of your real or unreal stuff, it sucks later when you\'ve calmed down, really or imaginary calm, been there too (or did I imagine that), probably like most, later gater.

 

[Bill]

There is an agreement when you register which says you have to be 18 or over, but no one seems to mind that I and plenty of other people ignored it

Catman; I think it\'d be good if you stuck around, even if you don\'t post. It seems to me as if you\'ve already learned a bit from the forums.

I\'m 14 I used to get angry with people here as well when I was a little older than you (and at some points severely depressed - never told anybody about that).

Hormones suck! At least puberty is pretty much over for me now, it doesn\'t last too long I have several friends with problems like self-harm, low self esteem and depression, which is to an extent to be expected at our age - and they\'ve all got better as they\'ve got older. I have a friend who used to have very bad anger problems who is now completely chilled. Things just calm down as you grow up, and although it can be hard there is plenty to enjoy as well. Hope things work out for you

 

[AinuLainour]

What Bill said. This shite don\'t last long, bro. I didn\'t really notice when Bill \"had it\", but I only recently \"got over\" it.

 

[airhead]

Catman,

I suspect that none of the mods will tell you \'goodbye\' as their official position is that you have to be 18 to be here.

Personally, I think it would do you a world of good to be here. A little understanding of how an adult mind works (not that many of us are truely mature) could help you calm down as well.

I\'d still love to see you post some work-in-progress on that thread. There is where the improvement really takes place. Painting a demon-level mini is not something you just decide to do. You have to learn several skill-sets and have them down pretty solid before you will be considered.

As to being angry at family members - this is actually normal at your age. You are becoming a man physically, if not emotionally. and the desire to be out on your own and support yourself is starting to bud. Not that you are expected to actually do such a thing at your age. You are also at the age where you question authority (parents, school, everything.) Generally, this is a good thing and helps keep society moving forward. BUT, society as a whole has a duty to make you a self-suficeint tax-paying human being that can hold a job and earn his own way. That molding can sometimes be painful and you are starting to feel some of your corners being reshaped.

In summary, my advise (for what it is worth) would be for you to open your ears and eyes more before you post here. Ask for guidence as you post us where you are at in your skill sets.

We were all beginners at one time (look in my gallery if you don\'t belive me.) and this site is here to help you improve - if you choose to make use of it - your call.

 

[supervike]

*pulls head out of sand**

whats all this about?

 

[freakinacage]

dude, focus the rage and practice! let us know how it goes..

 

[mickc22]

later Catman, keep lurking and learning and don\'t give up

here\'s a couple of quotes
\"we have two ears and one mouth, they should be used in those proportions\"
not sure who said that first

\"choose your attitude\"
- Debra Searle
Had the honour of listening to her speak at our works annual conference, when you think about the challenges she faced rowing across the Atlantic alone.......
..........\'nuf said

 

[Shawn R. L.]

I never minded you being here. It\'s good for us old duffers to have some youth around!! Stick around and when you get angry, run around the block - seriously - physical work can burn up some of that anger.

 

[Nelson]

Leave if ya feel you need to, and always feel welcome to come back....this is a forum full of incredibly supportive and dare-I-say wise people.

maybe not wise...but supportive for sure! Yeah, that\'s it, supportive!

seriously, work out whatever you need to and come back...CMON will pretty much always be the same, I think.

 

[Nelson]

I actually just stumbled on this topic on a random lurk across the boards...I was fourteen when I discovered this site, and I\'m nineteen now. It\'s wierd to think about how much I\'ve changed since. Guuuuurls, school, real life, etc. have taken hold.

Don\'t worry about it, Catman, a lot of 12 year-olds swear, and tons have self-esteem issues. It\'s pretty natural....
Trust me, enjoy these horribly confusing, troubled years while you can....